Downhill

I don't know where I'm going in life. Was the saddest on my birthday and mentally just broke down after spending my evening with the one person I really loved. Couldn't take my life and called my dad and he came to my rescue as always. Wish I could be a better person that's all. I want to also make those around me happy too but this seems too much to ask for now isn't it. I'll just take one day at a time now, that's all I can afford to do as of now.