Runaway

I don't make the people around me happy anymore, I feel more of a burden then anything else. The girl I loves doesn't really love me back, I don't see eye to eye with my family members and life is just getting so tiring to live each and everyday by. The only reason I don't want to go for Brunei is solely because I'm scared of what may happen to my family when I'm not here. I will not be able to experience and go through this one yr with them. But I guess life works like that, it's a choice given and it's a good one to make as the benefits for me outweigh the bad points. The money is one and the overseas Uni education I can  easily afford for is another. I don't know this constitutes as a reason but also all those I'm leaving behind will be fine and they don't have to worry about me anymore. I don't mind, I just don't want them to be burdened with me that's all.