Christmas!!!!

Hey guys it's christmas!!! WOOHOOO!!!!! Yeahhhhh!!! Awesomeeeee!!! But I still feel shitty as always, sigh what to do. I'm Avi, this is how I feel all the time everytimeeeeee! Hahahahah, still taking the one day at a time shit but a lot of shit is getting to me. I wish the best for everyone out there and please if you guys are worrying about life always take note that there is someone who is having it worse then you so appreciate life as it is or if you can't take it talk to someone who can help and if that doesn't work out just do what makes you happy (p.s for me ending my life right now would make me soooo happy but I am living and carrying on with life cause of my family) Do take care and enjoy this holiday season alright mateys!!! 😊☺😌

Downhill

I don't know where I'm going in life. Was the saddest on my birthday and mentally just broke down after spending my evening with the one person I really loved. Couldn't take my life and called my dad and he came to my rescue as always. Wish I could be a better person that's all. I want to also make those around me happy too but this seems too much to ask for now isn't it. I'll just take one day at a time now, that's all I can afford to do as of now.