Happy

My life always consists if so many Hugh's and lows, from a high such as being able to spend time with you on a constant basis to lows like family problems ( it's not the normal kind, trust me). I don't know how to make everything right, I don't know how to keep you forever with me, I don't know how to help my family, I don't know anything about my future and I just don't feel like I can continue living this life of mine. I'm not a coward or anything but I've seen enough and experienced enough, I really wouldn't mind going to see my mother right about now 😌

Bad habits

Been drinking a lot lately, smoking is becoming hard to quit too and the night life which I have stayed clear from is pulling me closer to it. Can't seem to have a strong stand on anything but I am trying still. Maybe I'll have fun for now in the short term. I've already got company Whom I'm gonna have fun this coming Friday, so its gonna be awesome so as of now I don't know when I'll turn over a new leaf but the party animal in me is on the prowl and I'm going to have fun with you this Friday. I'll make the best out of it, I know you're reading and this is something for you to be looking forward to! Bye bye for now blog and I'll be seeing you this Friday alright 😉😊😌

Life

Don't you guys ever feel sad about how life can throw so many bad things at you. Pressure to make it big, pressure to fit in, pressure to be accepted. I just want to be able to say I did my best at the end of the day. I'm trying real hard, trying to make things work out for me. Hope what I do from today onwards makes for a better tmr.

BMT and Booka-Out!!!!! 👍😄

Hello everyone! 👋😊 I was away for 2 weeks having my BMT and now I'm finally out! WooooooHoooo! Yeah! Awesome! 

Alright so it has been two boring (yet fun) weeks that I spent in a Pes C BMT batch but I have made many memories and many new friends who are weird and very disable! (just kidding) I have a great bunch of bunk mates and a bonded platoon that has been persevering through the some what "tough" training, not falling out and fighting through their various conditions. Seriously salute them for they are physically challenged yet they push themselves to be participative in each and every activity we do. Learnt a lot during this two weeks and growing to be more independent Cheyyyyyy. Hahhahaha. 

Anyways first confinement week ended and now I'm out and free to do things and engage in activities. So today I managed to have a pleasant dinner with my family for my uncles belated birthday celebration after which I went for a movie with a good buddy of mine. Tmr I'm gonna play basketball with my bunk mates and lets see what else is planned out last minute before I book in again on Sunday.

I have planned to keep myself occupied with the time I have by trying my hand at a new sport and learning several new skills. Want to also get a diploma or degree while in NS and hope I have an idea of what to study on after NS. Till then I'll keep you guys posted if anything new happens in my life now. Stay safe and have fun my friends! 😌😊

14th August 2013

It has been 28 beautiful months knowing this beautiful girl, though things are as it is now and we had our fair share of problems, arguments and fights, I thank you for coming into my life 28 months ago. I still remember the day vividly and still remember how you stuck on my mind when we first met, I can't lie and say it wasn't love at first sight but you know I was constantly watching you, seeing your every action and slowly falling in love with you at that moment. 28 months later and as of now I still remember all those things that happened that day. You're always in my thoughts and my mind just can't seem to think of anything else but you. I just want to see you happy. Keeping you in my thoughts and caring for you is something I can't stop doing. Time has brought us apart but maybe that time can also bring us together. I'll just have to be patient. Heres to us, happy 28th months dear. Hope you're smiling out there reading this right now 😊

Happy 27th Monthsary Dear! ❤😘😊😌

I'm not good with words anymore, I can't seem to find the right words to say how much I love you. Even though you're passing each day without me just fine I'm constantly thinking about you here and I know a small part of you thinks about me too. I hate how people come in the way of our relationship but I am to take full responsibility of all that has happened between us. I love you so much more than words can explain. I wish I can make everything right and we can keep our promise of forever and always. 

Happy 27th months dear, you're all I ever wanted, you have a good day now dear 

Happy Hari Raya! 😊

Hi once again guys! It's gonna be Hari Raya in a few mins now and I need to wish someone, the person who unfortunately I didn't manage to spend Hari Raya with last year but the previous year we managed to spend it together. I hope she invites me to her house so I can meet her family and eat good food! Heheheh Here's a pic of us during Hari Raya 2011.

Hope this years Hari Raya is happening for you and me. Wish I can see you before I go in. And to all who are reading Happy Hari Raya and Happy National Day and also have a good long weekend! 😊