Happy

My life always consists if so many Hugh's and lows, from a high such as being able to spend time with you on a constant basis to lows like family problems ( it's not the normal kind, trust me). I don't know how to make everything right, I don't know how to keep you forever with me, I don't know how to help my family, I don't know anything about my future and I just don't feel like I can continue living this life of mine. I'm not a coward or anything but I've seen enough and experienced enough, I really wouldn't mind going to see my mother right about now 😌